February 18, 2025
Believe in what you CANT see
For the past 8 months when most people were celebrating Friday I was dreading it...the weekends were a quiet time when I had way to much time to think about my situation. It was during the weekends that I grew closer to the Lord more than any other time. I needed Him most then...I needed Him really bad all of the days but weekends were tough, it was hard to carry on normal life without my significant other there to share with...I had to find a way to be content without him...I really thought this was impossible.
For those of us that are dealing with situations where our men just up and left, we have no idea where they are or what they are doing...this is a good time to learn what "Walk By Faith, Not by sight" means. For me...the pain was SO great I just lifted my heart up to God and asked Him to read it...He searches our hearts and feels that pain that reaches right down into our souls...this is the pain that God uses to teach us. How we deal with it ultimately effects our end result.
When we have fallen into a situation in our lives and it seems like there is nowhere to turn for help or relief, this is God's way of making a path for us straight to Him...He has promised us never to leave us or forsake us, So here we are..all alone with this tremendous burden on our heart's, memories, and more emotions that we know what to do with...this is the perfect time to leave this burden at His feet and believe that even though we can not see Him, He is there. He is ready to take this horrible situation you are living with and deal with it for you...There is a guarantee with it too...He promises us to make it work out good!! Now, I know your sitting there saying..there is NO WAY anything good can come from this situation...your wrong...Each one of you will produce a good thing from your pain, when you open your heart and let God work in you. I am a perfect example of this...8 months ago I was developing porn sites...i was sending out
Spam mail marketing pornography on the Internet....look at me now!!! hehehe
When I first started my walk with God I had a real hard time believing in something I could not see...but as the days went on each time I would start to feel that terrible feeling in the pit of my
stomach I would call out to God, My exact words were, "God if you are really there...please help me with this pain I am feeling" I would feel peace within minutes and it was then that I realized He really was there and he really did hear me...I couldn't hear Him but I could feel Him....that was a good start. I started to look at my situation like this: I can continue to feel horrible and do nothing about it but wallow in pity and hope it would all work out...slowly killing myself in the process, or I can just believe that God is there and He does fix these things...What do I have to lose? I can not lose anymore than I already have...and things can only get better....So what do you do? Do you struggle through each day sinking deeper and deeper into depression or do you go out on a limb and try it God's way...What do you have to lose?
Until we meet again...Keep on Keeping on!!!